Every moment of calm and content painlessness is a blessing. Because things will go wrong, they will go drastically wrong for all of us. There will be a second in my life where things change from good to bad and I will look back and remember this moment of painless contentment and I will long for it. I'll need it and I'll be willing to do anything to get it back but it's impossible. Life is just differing states of mind. I can feel alive and alert while I'm running because the blood is rushing through my veins and nourishing my brain, or I can feel sedated and numb without emotion or thought. Which is better really? The end result is still the same no matter anything at all. But I'm fine.