Thursday, October 8, 2009

What if death did not exist?
Neither would time
Or cars or life or limitations or religion or love
All would be unified
Paradise I feel
I reference the philosopher's stone of course
Even if it was only a single person and he rid the earth of us all
History would not exist
only the present time
If death did not exist no one anywhere would ever do anything
Bodies would not exist nor minds for what would the use be?
Wow, is it the threat of death that enables our sentience?
Why would our minds and bodies need to evolve if not to fight death?
What if there was nothing to struggle against?
Sentience is only a tool for survival not the key to all knowledge
WE HAVE MISPERCEIVED THE REASON FOR OUR SENTIENCE, OUR MINDS!
There is something other than the brain that holds understanding, something other than ALL of life
Something even below the most elementary particle of existence
It must be in the very fabric of everything
It must be ingrained
Maybe because I have life
A heavy toll
Very taxing
I thought I was the only solipsist
I need my own imagination
What a ridiculous life
He was there he had it he knew too much and that was the death of him
The pain
How wild
He Lived two lives in half the time
Many did, I guess
God planted the tree of knowledge how pissy of him to think we would not eat its fruit
The only legal way to understand all is a very wild ride
I am jealous
I'm obsessed
We spend most of our existence dead
Why fear it? Life is a vacation
I pray to the god with the most expansive knowledge
I could read and write constantly all day everyday
All my life I have wanted to know everything
Existence is full of people who exist and people who pretend to exist
There are only 2 kinds of people, those who are, and those who are not
And it becomes immediately evident to me who are and who are not upon meeting them
Why are these pretenders part of our existence?
Solely for separation?
I am here
So I do not pretend
I should run the world
I want to create magnificently detailed experiences
Childlike philosophical ideals
I imagine an existence upon a reflective ether in which every action is mirrored back onto the event
Our minds only choose to acknowledge those that affect us
No
We choose them and that is the ONLY reason they affect us
What we perceive though is not all that exists
Which means if we are to attain a higher plane of existence then we must acknowledge more
And what wonders may come we do not know
Maybe some have achieved the aloft
Infinite power, The End
True death
I embrace it
What does this mean?
What is considered veritable theoretical physics?
I caution you, slow your eyes, your body, your mind and acknowledge all of your surroundings
Slow it to a halt
Time will not exist
Existence will be suspended and all will unfold


Jim Morrison Post of the Day

~Lamerica~

Trade-routes
guide lines
The Vikings & explorers
Discoverers
The unconscious

a map of the states
The veins of hiways
Beauty of a map
Hidden connections
Fast trampled forest

Madness in a whisper
neon crackle
The hiss of tires
A city growls

rich vast & sullen
like a slow monster
come to fat
& die

Words by Joseph Moullet

Ignoramical
Irignoramical
Exaggeratorially
Irexaggeratorially
Exaggeratorial
Hermitify
Figmenticious
Figmenticiously
Figmentitic
Figmentitically
Irfigmentitically
Malhappenstance
Irmalhappenstance
Randomosity
Irrandomosity
Lamentlessly
Irlamentlessly
...

Untitled thoughts

Fall is the best season.
Maybe it's because my birthday is in October.
The finest memories of fall are from elementary school.
Such a time of plasticity.
The falling orange and red leaves echoed the red brick of my school.
Every season was a time of color which instilled in me feelings of warmth and darkness and wetness and thanksgiving community.
Calm is what fall instills.
Maybe because everything is dying?
That's when the heater comes on.
The heater in my house drones and has a calming effect on me, maybe that's why fall instills calm.
Fall makes me feel safe.
Maybe because we are beginning to hunker down for winter.
Halloween is in the fall.
Halloween makes me feel safe, maybe because there are monsters out but I know they are not real.
Excitement as well as a sense of community because everyone around me is doing something for Halloween, we are all acknowledging that it exists as a group.
Quiet fall.
Sleepy fall.
Warm fall.
Wet fall.
Sick fall?
I could see how fall could remind some people of sickness and its negative feelings, like the feelings I have for Reign of Fire.
Fall, a dimming of the Earth.
Winter, a death.
Spring, a birth.
Summer, a life.
Fall is the time you have to reflect on the year.
I feel like New Years is misplaced, it should be in the fall.
Why should it be between December and January?
Why not between October 25th and October 26th?
I win calendar makers.
October has never been eight to me, but orange.