I've only learned one thing, and that is that things will happen. The things that seem so far off in the future, old age, and death, marriage for some, kids, school for me, holidays, visits. No matter how many years or months or weeks or days or hours they are from now, they will come, they will be here, they will happen. Some things require patience without negligence of course, some things will never happen on their own, you've got to whittle away at them or seize that opportunity immediately or else it will be gone forever and it will never ever come back. Everything will be in the past at some point though. 

Death is coming so fast. I imagine it coming in old age, but it could happen for some stupid ridiculous reason. But it will come, it has come for every single person so far. I'm not scared of death, I'm scared of life coming too fast and happening and being just memories. I want to do the things that I want to do but I don't ever want to be done with them. 

It will come, everything will happen, no matter how far off it seems. It makes me kind of claustrophobic.